Let me kiss the wounds that still hurt
Let me touch the ice that has seen hell
Let me put you together from the pieces you can’t find
And make you know that i’m you keeper wether or not you do mind
Cause I have admired you so in dream and real time
Let me love you just how you want and deserve
And push your buttons by hitting the right nerves
And please you stupid till your scowl curves
And corner you to the wall and make you stand on edge
Just tell me how and will memorize
Show me how and practice like unlimited riches is the grand prize
Cause I know your value, I don’t need sense
Both a dream and real, you are the right blend
Whatever it was, I thought it had potential
So I did a little maths and got to a sequential
I did a little art and drew us as monumental
Did a little psych but then I got a little mental
I thought we’d be happy then and then the future
I subtracted who I had, and put you and I together in a perfect picture
But I hadn’t seen the negatives, I never realized it wasn’t mutual
I lost my head because I lost my heart, so I freaked but now I’m neutral
After you I learnt something, that actions are consequential
I reap what I sow, my organs are no longer for rental
So I weep on what owe,
His favorite thing to try was my will
Like will I love him if he didn’t show that he loves me still
Or will I stay if he was broke, would he still have love appeal
Like if he wasn’t the man that he is, would I stick around because of what I feel
Or would I bail out at the first sign of trouble, would I protect him and understand that sometimes he can be a baby and be his comfort and be his forcefield
But I failed his trial
Because I knew I would be more than willing to do for him everything, I could see myself changing because I wanted to be his everything, He was slowly becoming my everything and yet he couldn’t see it and wasn’t trying to be just that one thing- my best friend, and give me that one thing - his heart.
When you coming bring my heart with you
If you get here without it we will take half of our forever to find it
"Ignore the world, Write."
If I asked you to drop everything because the harsh turmoil has quietened
That my sanity is with me briefly, would you be here as quickly as lightening ?
If I said shut down all your doubts, I’m ready right now
Would you ask crucial questions or would your response be how high?
You don’t need to know.
All I can promise is that I would return the favor