If you refuse to leave something wrong for the fear of ‘losing out’ on your happiness, you have doubted in His Power to replace it with something that is much better and comforting for you in this world and the next.
Things like this confuse me…😔
Chicken like you
I can’t breath
so I can’t smell the stench that you are giving off
I can’t sleep so I won’t dream of the lies you were telling off
Unfortunately my ears I can’t shut,
Nothing is sieved I hear much
My eyes catch every movement that has anything to do with your touch
Yes you’ve hushed everything that you snatched
Well, well done, congrats on all the bullshit that you’ve hatched
All the heat from your ass that cracked hearts
N fucked us - hens that didn’t know better not to be with such
A chicken like u
Murder I wrote
Killed it without thinking
Gave it no chance for breathing
Finished it off with great feelings
Life for it could have brought new meanings
Meanings I could not afford
Stabbed it with potent swords
Please pardon my sins, especially this one my Lord
With pasted smiles I almost felt
Feigning bodily n mind health
All the seas wouldnt wash away the filth
Of deeds done, it is for now n ever dealt
Killed my thoughts and dramatic thinking
Lesson learnt, though I’ll b forever bleeding
No remorse at the moment, yet to wake from this awful dreaming
But many dawns will come, regret overwhelming
Coquette
I coax you into wanting this
I leave you standing on a cliff
I jump but land effortlessly like a leaf
You follow but you fall to bits
Make your foreboding into tryst
Something you will never wish
For you to ask that your bliss be jest
That’s the closest your love is returned in your midst
We’re so quick to pick sides and make judgements on others, when one human can never peer into the heart of another. You never know, your false accusations may take you to the fire, while the innocent or even he who asks for forgiveness may enter paradise. Don’t let your wicked tongue and suspicious heart take you to the fire. May Allah azza wajal protect us and keep us far away from it. Ameen.
I won’t dare stray from you
I wanna be the last person you would be kissing or touching.
Even when doubts model into your mind I hope you will send them off marching.
Fuming,
That your heart is locked on me,
That your eyes are only for me,
That your mind is set on me.
That they can’t make you betray me.
Like how I won’t dare stray from you.
Like how I won’t care for all the expenses they want to throw at me.
All because my love just has that trait
Too many theories
Too many theories
Focus on what is printed rather than on the negatives
Does it even matter if I am cold hearted n some how untimely sensitive
Wishing for the fairy tales but stuck with only tales
Watching strength collide with weakness, I envy the point where it merges
People look for the edges and the curves
I just stare at the lines
Promises made : By & For a fool.
I filled your head with promises
Promises so full
Full of happy endings
But it ended so soon
Sooner than I thought
Thoughts of a co-fool
Fooled myself indeed
Deeds that spoke volumes
Looming over me as the word I gave to you
The words I inspired in you
The love I admire in you
You won’t ever hurt me
Me, I can’t bring myself to think of leaving
Living with these thoughts that something may go wrong
Wrong? We are so right, I have more than my fingers crossed
Crossing my heart now and die with you I hope
Hopes that you are forever mine as I forever yours
Yours truly, wasn’t aware then but, right from the start
Started to believe in these empty promises
The promises made by a fool for a fool
Love shouldn’t be painful
But I’ll admit there some sweetness in the pain
The dullness turns into ache, and that ache makes you feel that you are alive
That pain causes acute loneliness and that means that love is somehow in your life
So from what you see in the movies, all that drama means you are going to get that very one you want
But they never show what comes after the fairytale ending
One assumes that since you suffered to be with each other
That it is automatic that you will go thru hell to stay with each other
But just like destiny, anything forced can Only alter how it should be, not what and when it should be
Vulnerability is not weakness. And that myth is profoundly dangerous… I define vulnerability as emotional risk, exposure, uncertainty. It fuels our daily lives.
